Count Down Begins!!

Wow, here I sit, one week from taking our first load to Memphis. I'll be in Texas all next week seeing a Dr. All my packing must be done this week. Shawn will be bring thing stuff over when he leaves after his classes are over. I'll be leaving earlier so I can sign the lease and get the keys.

When this all began over a year ago, it seemed so far away. Even when we moved to OKC for the training course, it still seemed far away. Now I look back and cant believe how these past few months flew by. We have just about 4 weeks left. It will go by fast too! It takes alot of effort and time to relocate. When you are footing the bill and all the preperations, your time fills up fast.

Thankfully movers have been hired so the whole ordeal of moving things OUT of a 3rd story apartment, GONE!! YAY! However, the boxes have to be packed to their moving standards!! Anything not packed correctly, will be repacked at our expense. I dont think we'll have any problems. as long as they show up on time, do their job and deliver our furniture unharmed, I'm good.

I am getting nervous. Before all of this was in the distance. I knew it was happening, but it seemed so far off, so unrealistic. Now the pressures have hit me. It's here. The preperations have begun!! It's no longer, oh we'll worry about that when it gets here, it's here! I have been feeling so very fatigued ad so very weak. It takes alot of energy out of me to get through each day, let alone deal with the moving preperations. I have procrastinated all week and now I have to face it and deal with it.

What do i bring with me this first load? What will I need? What will be nice to have? What can we live without here in OKC the next 4 weeks? Oh list goes on. Must remember to relax. Must remember to stay focused. Must remember to breathe!!!!